Ok, so why is it, that a man, whom once said those three annoyingly wonderful words to me all of a year ago, can now…a year later, not even msn with me properly?
I mean, I chat to him, ask him questions, share stuff with him (as a mate only, as I am deffo no longer romantically interested in him)…but he is rubbish, replying now and again, not entering into any deep and meaningful convo’s…but perhaps this is what it would have been like anyway…I mean, even if we had have hooked up…maybe a year later is a long time, maybe we would fall out of love and that would be that. Well now there is no love, just spite….spite over the fact he loved my personality, just not the rest of me… It has taken me over a year to appreciate me for me and to believe I am worthy of a man…worthy of love even. What a cock!
So if I were a fine young filly, he would be taking in my every word, mood and picture… but I guess I’m not and there is no point in stressing over that (eitherway he is no fine specimen himself…believe me 17stone of well built man still = fat not fit!)
No, I’m not bitter as such about this, but perhaps even the fact it has taken me this long to realise that this is HIM…this is what life would be like out of his favour…in relationships you can be out of favour and in love….he wouldn’t cope…so, in conclusion….it was just a thrilling convo with him, now, a year on…just thrilling!!!
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