Thursday, March 22, 2007...Limbo

I'm Lu Lu Lu Lu Living in Limbo at the mo...

Let moi explainez vous...

My best friend has just left this very evening for his own adventure to the other side of the world for 4 months...I feel 3 things about this:
1. Scared- for him, I know he is a big softy really...
2. Excited- for him and all the things he may get to see and do...
3. Jealous I'm not there with him...I would never have the bllox to go it alone and we all know that!
And then there is the matter of my job...ahhh...my lovely, little, repetitive job that I can't leave as I love it so...but, I do you see...love it I mean....I like the challenges I get thrown at me, though badly prepared as I sometimes am for these challenges, do think they do me good...

I do however feel a little stagnant right now, I think mainly as we are now in the midst of change, in seasons....in life....
I am also on a mission....I have put ON weight...NOT HAPPY...but, after punishing myself at the swimming pool on Tuesday night, I now name Tuesday's....FITNESS TUESDAY'S...ah ha, if only it was that easy...you see I don't finds the activity side of things difficult....my relationship with food, I find difficult...I hate food, it is evil, especially Pizza and Curry....evil...deadly in fact!
It's just the Sag Aloo that gets me, it's only so goos cus of the oil and butter...I mean have you seen what weight watchers expect you to eat...brown pasta is fine an all but if they expect u to rub chicken on it, then remove the actual chicken so you have chicken flavoured brown fusili...i refuse to believe that shit is good for you...it is souless food and will make you souless too....grrr

Then there is my Lu lu lu lu love life....I am in lu lu lu lu with a gorgeous guy, who, in spite of my horrid weight gain, still lu lu lu lu's me back...I mean how lucky am I to find the one non shallow gorgeaous, intelligent, funny, caring, ambitious guy left in Bristol?!

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((This is how lucky))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

So...I thought I would put my thoughts out to tender....feel free to come up with solutions...I am in a solutionless mood right now...but in case my Strawberry Man is reading this...you should know I lu lu lu lu u....

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((This much))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Mwah, wet kisses and lu lu lu to all....