I have been feeling a bit...not myself for the last....oh...year or so...but i have decided it is not me going mad, oh no...
I have had a pretty crap time of it since last November when my mum caught meningitis and almost died...my attitude to life and the people i cared about changed...
I almost will not allow myself to become close to anyone now and tend to sabotage any chance at happiness that may come along...u know...just in case!
A man I live with (housemate ony) commented last week that I cannot be expected to live life on my own and not share any fears, problems and indeed good times...I fear he had a point!
I have met so many amazing people people since then and have messed it up equally amazingly!
If anyone reading this can make sense or has been through anything like this or can tell me how to change my frame of mind, do tell me...am kinda at a turning point and for one of the first times in my life, willing to take advice (am i getting old?)
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