Thursday, 12 February 2009

Wednesday, December 27, 2006...I will be the first to admit it...

Ok, I fuck up...news flash....bet you all thought I was perfect right? No, I fuck up, bigtime....people's faith in me get's tried, as do their patience!
Some people have the it in them to take me how I am sometimes, they let it slide now and again and get on with it anyway. Other's give me one chance, one chance only!
Someone said to me today "surround yourself with people you aspire to be like" So it could explain how I am like I am if I consider all the negative gits who surround me, huh?!
Another great saying is in a lyric....if you are a amate you will know I have an uncanny ability to recall lyrics!....let me recite;
" Do you think u could fall for a woman like me? Cus I find it hard to trust, I need to much and I really don't believe in love. Do u think I could be the girl of your dreams? sometimes I don't let things go, get emotional and sometimes I'm just outta control. You need to stop for a minute, before you get too deep up in it, cus everything ain't what it seems, it's hard loving a woman, a woman like me....you need to think about it, can't believe everything u see, it's hard loving a woman a woman like me!"
And it's true, u need to have patience...My mind works about a million miles an hour sometimes, I have feelings I keep to myself then I will share them and it all goes tit's up! What the hell are u lot like?!
I will be the first one to admit I'm not perfect, I make mistakes...I could run faster, train harder, be better than I am...show me one person who couldn't!
It's the people around me who understand and who are there anyway, who share in your successes and empathise with your failings...at the end of the day if you never fail, you can never learn, never better yourself...

So in conclusion, knock me down you bastards, go on, I dare you, cus I will get back up and do what I just did but this time it will 10 times what it was before! HA!

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